It's now been almost 5 mo since I've been back is it possible to get my old profile back to actively use from here on out

Your old profile is still active, username baril. Did you change your email address?

If I'm right the email that was accociated with it is deactivated

I can deactivate your new account and switch the old one to your new email address, if that's what you want.

yes please and idk if you can see my pw but keep it the same as well if possible it would be nice to have it back to my toon name

Done - I can't see your password, but you should be able to click 'i forgot my password' for recovery.

ty spir I was able to regain access again